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Never Again!

I'm tired of being used!  I am tired of expecting me out of others!  I am tired of my kindness backfiring on me!  I am tired of giving so much of myself to others that I lose me along the way.  I will no longer allow myself to be in a position to be used or taken advantage of!  That sign across my forehead that clearly said "DOORMAT" is gone! I will no longer allow others to make me feel like I owe something to them when I don't owe anyone a God damn thing!  I have taken numerous people into my home to try and help them for the most part I can say I have helped, some have ended in a tough love situation others I have given so much to watch them succeed.  To the point where I hoisted them to get them out of the darkness on my shoulders that I started sinking myself just to have them step off and not even look back or offer a helping hand.  I will no longer allow anything that does not serve me!  You shouldnt either, if you find yourself in a situation that you have giv
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A Year and a Half Ago

 A year and a half ago or a little over just depends on you and your situation I guess, but a year and a half ago.  Most thought, "Ok! We will be back to normal in a week or so!"  That week or so has yet to come and thing are just getting worse.  A year and a half ago we all picked up new hobbies or reintroduced ourselves to old ones.  We started projects and went outside more.  I put numerous puzzles together myself and my eldest daughter and I started painting.  My oldest son started playing D&D and tried his hardest to get his family in on a campaign. Which didn't pan out to well, poor guy!  A year and a half ago we were scared but had hope that this all would pass over and we may possibly come out of it with some new skills or some new recipies under our belts. Some of us took this time to explore different ways of life and a year and a half later we have found new ways to live we have became spiritual we have shed skin that allowed others to take advantage of us.
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